When one has lost both parents even as an adult one feels orphaned. After my mom died I thought that an era had came to an end. There would no longer be "moms house" to go to, to hug and kiss her,
to eat her cooking, to look through her old photo albums, to listen to her stories about bygone days. I try not to live in the past but I miss mom and dad. They were both very unique individuals not really well suited for each other but you could tell that they loved each other very much.
Kind of like my husband and I.
